Me and my girlfriend was met 4 yrs ago when i was working in State Theatre as an actor. I was interested in Stage Arts and going to "Stage Arts" faculty, "Theatre" division. We met in school and she said me that "She falls in LOVE with me". And i liked her too. We were together for 4 yrs and she always said me that: "How i am handsome, cute, clever" and "How i am perfect human being for her". I always believed what she says to me. And i always treated her honestly, lovely and respectful.
Last day she called me and she said that: "She left me". She told me that "She HATES police and How i am BAD, RUDE, BORING, STUPID and How i am an A**hole!!!"
What the hell is this now? Is my job really that important for her? Or she never loves me, she only loves me cause i am an actor that days and can maybe become a famous actor??? She treated me really bad on the phone and i feel really really bad. She brake my heart deeply
Now i dunno what to do about her but i can see that she is right about that i am STUPID!!! How did i make this fault? How i passed 4 long years with that woman???
But i know that if i can turn back the day i decided to become a police officer, I choose the job and my friends at work again. Cause i love my job and "HEY" thats me!!! I am 26 and i am still the same man. No matter i am an actor, doctor, garbage-man or police. My chracter is same. I am still listening to Metallica, still going to same restaurant, still shopping in the same market, still playing pool, still loving going to cinema. So whats the difference inside me and what she wants from me???
Anyway she is gone...I feel bad, upset and angry...Die my darling...See you in HELL!!!
Last day she called me and she said that: "She left me". She told me that "She HATES police and How i am BAD, RUDE, BORING, STUPID and How i am an A**hole!!!"
What the hell is this now? Is my job really that important for her? Or she never loves me, she only loves me cause i am an actor that days and can maybe become a famous actor??? She treated me really bad on the phone and i feel really really bad. She brake my heart deeply

But i know that if i can turn back the day i decided to become a police officer, I choose the job and my friends at work again. Cause i love my job and "HEY" thats me!!! I am 26 and i am still the same man. No matter i am an actor, doctor, garbage-man or police. My chracter is same. I am still listening to Metallica, still going to same restaurant, still shopping in the same market, still playing pool, still loving going to cinema. So whats the difference inside me and what she wants from me???
Anyway she is gone...I feel bad, upset and angry...Die my darling...See you in HELL!!!
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