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    Ight. Im done trolling
    Last edited by TylerKS; 06-12-2019, 05:29 PM.

  • #2
    Ya, you should be in a psych ward

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    • #3
      Originally posted by TylerKS View Post
      Before i continue, I just want to say im 16 and regret most of the past I have, so im going to say EVERYTHING i have done.. Im really paranoid with what i've done.

      1st issue: The polygraph asks if i have looked at child porn. So when i was 15, a friend of mine that was 20 at the time, was talking about the dark web and the things on it. He then sent me a picture or 2 on Snapchat of child porn. At first i was disgusted about it but then i got curious and he helped me on the dark web website with illegal porn on my phone. I couldn't access 90% of it so i got a browser on my laptop. He sent me 3 links all with CP. One site asked for a username and password, so my friend gave me his, I then later made my account with some random username and password. I even got a browser, and looked up CP but only could find 1 or 2, but asked to pay. I even took a picture or 2 of my computer screen, and sent it to him of the girl or 2 that's my age. I deleted those pictures off my phone after a few days I was intentionally viewing it for a week and SOMEHOW was able to "get off" on it. A month later, i did it again twice and that's when i realised enough is enough and how terrible and disgusting this is And sense i was 15 turning mid 16 I sent nudes a lot and even sent an account to my friend that is 21 of a girl that sends nudes a lot. And traded girls pics a lot with one of my other friends that is 14 or 15. I completely blocked my "friend" from everything possible. I quit sending nudes to and never will again. Ive been wanting a job in law enforcement sense birth.

      after i viewed all of it, i realised how DISGUSTING it is. Seeing those terrible videos and pictures of people ages 2-17 and when adults did to thrm is horrible. I feel so much guilt for it and never Will do that again. Its such a horrible place and even thought about turning my "friend" in, by contacting the FBI online. I never can do that again its just so disgusting and horrible. I wish I thought about how it could effect my future but i never did.

      issue 2: When i was 13 or 14. i was in my room one day and my sister that was only 3 or even 2 at the time walking in and I asked her to touch my penis. Well she did right in front of my brother to. I may have thought it was okay, because when i was around my sisters age maybe a little older, my cousin would take me upstairs with her and she would just sit there and masturbate right in front of me! And told me not to tell. She did that for a week straight with objects to.

      i even dropped weed and alcohol this year. Something i will never go back to ever. I even tried "lean" or "purple drink" once and didn't feel anything from it. So never picking any of that stuff up again.

      I Feel bad for my sister that she had to experience something at a young age not knowing what it is. I hate myself so much for it. Now that im 16 I look back and realize how truly terrible i was. I want to join the Marine Corps infantry after high school to and become a cop after. I think I may have screwed up my chances as a LEO and even the military.
      I'm going to assume you're trolling.

      On the off chance that you aren't: Go see a mental health professional ASAP!

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      • TylerKS
        TylerKS commented
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        I plan on telling my parents to get me counseling. But I've always just wanted to be a cop. I never meant to do all this stuff.

    • #4
      Originally posted by not.in.MY.town View Post

      I'm going to assume you're trolling.

      On the off chance that you aren't: Go see a mental health professional ASAP!
      I don't need help. I quit dping all of it because of how disgusting it is. My friend is 21 and got me into thus stupid stuff. I jist want to be a cop.

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      • #5
        Originally posted by TylerKS
        I didn't think it was this bad. Im only 16 and talked to a few cops and said its good i stopped the behavior. I wad exposed to some bad stuff as a child. These truly are things i can never ever do again. Its so disgusting. And now when i apply for a department thet are going to see this thread. And when I join the military. I really wouldn't have done any of this stuff if he never talked about it around me.
        Originally posted by TylerKS View Post

        I don't need help. I quit dping all of it because of how disgusting it is. My friend is 21 and got me into thus stupid stuff. I jist want to be a cop.
        Stop blaming your "friend" for your conduct. You had already sexually abused your toddler sister years prior. You clearly aren't wired right.

        I don't foresee you becoming a cop. I do, however, foresee you becoming a registered sex offender.

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        • TylerKS
          TylerKS commented
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          No it wasn't my friend that made me do thus to my toddler. My cousin would pull me upstairs and play with herself right in front of me for a week straight and tell me not to tell at all.

      • #6
        Sorry Charlie, you are sunk in any reputable career field. The military won't touch you with the draw downs, manpower limitations and your history as a sex predator will sink that ship faster than a torpedo fired at an oil freighter. Same for police. ZERO chance.

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        • #7
          Predators. Just always blaming someone else.
          Now go home and get your shine box!

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          • #8
            Originally posted by CCCSD View Post
            Predators. Just always blaming someone else.
            I'm not a predator! My cousin did these things to me and made me think it was okay!

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            • #9
              Originally posted by CCCSD View Post
              Predators. Just always blaming someone else.
              I would have never done this to my sister if my cousin never exposed me to this when i was younger. I truly never meant to do this to my sister. I regret it so much and its not even my fault.

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              • #10
                Originally posted by TylerKS View Post

                I would have never done this to my sister if my cousin never exposed me to this when i was younger. I truly never meant to do this to my sister. I regret it so much and its not even my fault.
                Dude, it's still your fault. ALL OF IT. Stop making excuses.

                For the sake of argument, let's assume that your experience with your cousin did cause you to be all screwed up in the head to a point where you think/thought sexually exploiting children is okay. No matter the cause, you're STILL SCREWED UP IN THE HEAD and a potential predator. You do not belong in law enforcement.

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                • #11
                  Last edited by TylerKS; Today, 05:05 PM. Reason: Edited it because i thougbt about it hard and found out what REALLY happened. Because i talked to a professional and acruslly talking about it out loud made me really think about it.

                  Originally posted by TylerKS View Post
                  most of the past I have, so im going to say EVERYTHING i have done.. Im really paranoid with what i've done.

                  1st issue: The polygraph asks if i have looked at child porn. So when i was 15, a friend of mine that was 20 at the time, was talking about the dark web and the things on it. He then sent me a picture or 2 on Snapchat of child porn. At first i was disgusted about it but then i got curious and he helped me on the dark web website with illegal porn on my phone. I couldn't access 90% of it so i got a browser on my laptop. He sent me 3 links all with CP. One site asked for a username and password, so my friend gave me his, I then later made my account with some random username and password. I even got a browser, and looked up CP but only could find 1 or 2, but asked to pay. I even took a picture or 2 of my computer screen, and sent it to him of the girl or 2 that's my age. I deleted those pictures off my phone after a few days I was intentionally viewing it for a week and SOMEHOW was able to "get off" on it. A month later, i did it again twice and that's when i realised enough is enough and how terrible and disgusting this is And sense i was 15 turning mid 16 I sent nudes a lot and even sent an account to my friend that is 21 of a girl that sends nudes a lot. And traded girls pics a lot with one of my other friends that is 14 or 15. I completely blocked my "friend" from everything possible. I quit sending nudes to and never will again. Ive been wanting a job in law enforcement sense birth.

                  after i viewed all of it, i realised how DISGUSTING it is. Seeing those terrible videos and pictures of people ages 2-17 and when adults did to thrm is horrible. I feel so much guilt for it and never Will do that again. Its such a horrible place and even thought about turning my "friend" in, by contacting the FBI online. I never can do that again its just so disgusting and horrible. I wish I thought about how it could effect my future but i never did.

                  issue 2: When i was 13 or 14. i was in my room one day and my sister that was only 3 or even 2 at the time walking in and touched my penis. I remember playing Xbox and I might have been changing and she just came in and touched me.

                  i even dropped weed and alcohol this year. Something i will never go back to ever. I even tried "lean" or "purple drink" once and didn't feel anything from it. So never picking any of that stuff up again

                  I Feel bad for my sister that she had to experience something at a young age not knowing what it is. I hate myself so much for it. Now that im 16 I look back and realize how truly terrible i was. I want to join the Marine Corps infantry after high school to and become a cop after. I think I may have screwed up my chances as a LEO and even the military.

                  Just saving this newly-edited version before OP changes his mind again.

                  And sure, you just now spoke to a professional in between all your frantic posts.

                  At 4:44pm you were still making excuses for molesting your little sister. And by 5:05pm you've suddenly spoken to a professional and have come to the realization that your sister just voluntarily grabbed your junk while you were playing Xbox.

                  You're not fooling anyone but yourself.
                  Last edited by not.in.MY.town; 06-12-2019, 04:20 PM.

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                  • TylerKS
                    TylerKS commented
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                    I truly panicked and believed i asked her to thinking my cousin was what made me believe it was okay. Now i thought about it and found out what really happened

                  • not.in.MY.town
                    not.in.MY.town commented
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                    TylerKS So what did this "online counselor" say about your penchant for child porn, booze, weed and other illicit substances? I guess all of that was a big misunderstanding too?

                  • TylerKS
                    TylerKS commented
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                    I don't like and that's why I got rid of it. I talked to him online, and he's helping me get one to talk to in person. He said its not normal behavior but becsuse of what your friend talked about and what got me into its not as severe and the fact i stopped proves i don't have a problem with it. I truly did panic and typed out what was not true I didn't sit down and think about it because of how panicked i was. I quit drugs and booze. And quit social media in general.

                  • TylerKS
                    TylerKS commented
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                    Told me also its a mistake that is pretty bad but can be fixed. Talking to a professional was a good idea and how i should have not posted om here because i cant delete my own questions and how i posted without thinking about what really happened. Instead my mind was racing and I said something that wasn't true. I never asked her at all. I just told my parents everything which is helping me get more help.

                • #12
                  I have to pray that you are trolling. Otherwise, I'd like to 'discuss' your past w/ you, in person, just for 5 minutes. A true sign of a pedophile is they blame their later behavior on what happened to them as a child. Unfortunately, alot of adults were victimized as children. They didn't go on to molest children. Anyone got this POS' IP yet?

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                  • TylerKS
                    TylerKS commented
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                    Trolling indeed finally got tired of it. But nah i ain't a pedophile.

                • #13
                  Yeah, I believe that, in light of your other posts. IP obtained. I'll be submitting it. Expect a knock on the door.

                  Oh, and Child Protective Services will be notified that baby sister's brother 'likes' her and not in a good way. Parents may need to know that so they aren't too surprised when she is removed from the home.
                  Last edited by Zeitgeist1; 06-12-2019, 05:24 PM.

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                  • TylerKS
                    TylerKS commented
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                    Go ahead. Lmao I'm just an internet troll. I posted all that to make it really seem like i did what i did becsuse others will look in my profile and look at my profile and believe it.

                  • TylerKS
                    TylerKS commented
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                    I franticly change it to also make it sound like im full of ****

                • #14
                  I worked in Crimes against children too long enough to know that all reports are taken very seriously. your's risees to the Federal level. Keep 'LMAO'. Itf you are truly a troll, it will take a nice bit of time to prove that you lied. Meanwhile your sister will be removed, parents and you investigated. Where children are concerned, burden of proof is alot less. You just opened up a nice, ugly can of worms for your family
                  Last edited by Zeitgeist1; 06-12-2019, 06:03 PM.

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                  • #15
                    Originally posted by TylerKS View Post

                    I would have never done this to my sister if my cousin never exposed me to this when i was younger. I truly never meant to do this to my sister. I regret it so much and its not even my fault.
                    Just quoting

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