I'm going insane! If you've read my other threads you know i've been having problems. But i'll start over...
I'm in rookie school right now and only have not even one month left. I have busted my butt to do this because I want to be an officer more than anything. Well apparently I ****ed off the wrong person. Our director gave us a "Test" before our tests.. made us spell a few words because she stated someone was misspelling things on our intructor evaluations. Well apparently she decided it was me who was doing this and told me to write a 3 page essay about why I think it's ok to misspell things.
I tried to do this for her but I had to work during the day and had class pretty much right after I got done. I had a little over an hour to do the paper in which I only did one page. I mean come on it's not an easy topic! Well I got to class and told her I was very sorry but I was unable to complete the paper. She had me go home.
I got a phone call that night from a classmate who told me I was to not return to the classroom untill this block of instructon is done (12 hour block and we go 4 hours a night) But i was to bring the completed paper to PT the next day. Which I did... Although was assigned another paper.. to write down all the officers that have died in the line of duty in the state of North Carolina.
I passed up any chance to work today and didn't go to bed untill 2am last night.. Worked all night and literally all day on this thing.. about 18-19 pages worth of stuff..and I was suppose to drive to class and turn it in before 5:00.. which I was there by 4:30.
I gave her the paper and she pulled me into her office. Stating how her director asked her why I was still in the class. That I should have been tossed out by now. Stated how I have been very disrespectfull to many of my instructors. This was a MAJOR suprise to me..considering I'm the one the instructors joke with.. one who I supposably disrespected calls me Barbie and ALWAYS jokes with me... I love him to death and think he's so cool. Heck he even took my registration and filed my report for my stolen licens plate. Another one I supposably sidrespected I never really talked to untill this past weekend... we were doing practicles for traffic stops. Well this guy decided to be the guy who hits on me while i'm trying to ask him for his information. His line was "DAMN baby are those space pants? Because your *** is out of this world!!" Well he had the other instructors about rolling and I was trying so hard not to laugh.. we had fun! And from then on him and two other instructors which I supposably disrespected as well called me space pants lol I've NEVER done anything!!! I take the abuse! well except with one guy but it was a joke and he knew it..and I know he knew it...
My sponsoring agency has been looking into this and isn't too happy with whats going on (not unhappy at me) they have spent a lot of time with me and don't understand what the problem is.
Well to make the rest short.. since I missed the class I can no longer graduate with my class nor can I take the exam with them...
I have to retake the class with another school.. which means I can't take the class untill december and I was suppose to graduate at the end of this month..
I have been running around like crazy getting all kinds of paperwork and having interviews with one agency here that I REALLY want to work for.. but they are hiring in Oct/Nov.. so this screws my chances.
I'm so stuck... This past week i've been accused of being a horrible person, lost my chance to even have a graduation, lost my chance at the job I've wanted for some time now.. And now I have NO clue who to trust! Don't know who is telling lies...
I don't know what to do.. I can't see myself doing anything else other than being a LEO..But I'm so tired of the drama.. of the people talking bad about each other.. tired of watching what I say so it doesn't get taken the wrong way. I could have sworn I was out of highschool?
I'm in rookie school right now and only have not even one month left. I have busted my butt to do this because I want to be an officer more than anything. Well apparently I ****ed off the wrong person. Our director gave us a "Test" before our tests.. made us spell a few words because she stated someone was misspelling things on our intructor evaluations. Well apparently she decided it was me who was doing this and told me to write a 3 page essay about why I think it's ok to misspell things.
I tried to do this for her but I had to work during the day and had class pretty much right after I got done. I had a little over an hour to do the paper in which I only did one page. I mean come on it's not an easy topic! Well I got to class and told her I was very sorry but I was unable to complete the paper. She had me go home.
I got a phone call that night from a classmate who told me I was to not return to the classroom untill this block of instructon is done (12 hour block and we go 4 hours a night) But i was to bring the completed paper to PT the next day. Which I did... Although was assigned another paper.. to write down all the officers that have died in the line of duty in the state of North Carolina.
I passed up any chance to work today and didn't go to bed untill 2am last night.. Worked all night and literally all day on this thing.. about 18-19 pages worth of stuff..and I was suppose to drive to class and turn it in before 5:00.. which I was there by 4:30.
I gave her the paper and she pulled me into her office. Stating how her director asked her why I was still in the class. That I should have been tossed out by now. Stated how I have been very disrespectfull to many of my instructors. This was a MAJOR suprise to me..considering I'm the one the instructors joke with.. one who I supposably disrespected calls me Barbie and ALWAYS jokes with me... I love him to death and think he's so cool. Heck he even took my registration and filed my report for my stolen licens plate. Another one I supposably sidrespected I never really talked to untill this past weekend... we were doing practicles for traffic stops. Well this guy decided to be the guy who hits on me while i'm trying to ask him for his information. His line was "DAMN baby are those space pants? Because your *** is out of this world!!" Well he had the other instructors about rolling and I was trying so hard not to laugh.. we had fun! And from then on him and two other instructors which I supposably disrespected as well called me space pants lol I've NEVER done anything!!! I take the abuse! well except with one guy but it was a joke and he knew it..and I know he knew it...
My sponsoring agency has been looking into this and isn't too happy with whats going on (not unhappy at me) they have spent a lot of time with me and don't understand what the problem is.
Well to make the rest short.. since I missed the class I can no longer graduate with my class nor can I take the exam with them...
I have to retake the class with another school.. which means I can't take the class untill december and I was suppose to graduate at the end of this month..
I have been running around like crazy getting all kinds of paperwork and having interviews with one agency here that I REALLY want to work for.. but they are hiring in Oct/Nov.. so this screws my chances.
I'm so stuck... This past week i've been accused of being a horrible person, lost my chance to even have a graduation, lost my chance at the job I've wanted for some time now.. And now I have NO clue who to trust! Don't know who is telling lies...
I don't know what to do.. I can't see myself doing anything else other than being a LEO..But I'm so tired of the drama.. of the people talking bad about each other.. tired of watching what I say so it doesn't get taken the wrong way. I could have sworn I was out of highschool?
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