Last night my son resoponded to his first suicide. A 9mm ijn the mouth.
He is troubled but in true 1042 tradition, joked with me about it on the phone. Something about how a human skull looks like a cereal bowl in this situation.
He is such an innocent and wonderful boy, yet so much more a man than I ever was at his age. God I love him so.
This job is almost impossible at times. I know it all too well but am powerless to stop the shock from getting to him. I am at once proud, yet sorrowful for him. His innocence is gone now.
God, please hold his hand as he learns the realities of human weakness.
He is troubled but in true 1042 tradition, joked with me about it on the phone. Something about how a human skull looks like a cereal bowl in this situation.

He is such an innocent and wonderful boy, yet so much more a man than I ever was at his age. God I love him so.
This job is almost impossible at times. I know it all too well but am powerless to stop the shock from getting to him. I am at once proud, yet sorrowful for him. His innocence is gone now.
God, please hold his hand as he learns the realities of human weakness.
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