My first on the job fight and my first time taking a life.

[CrazyHorse88]

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[slamdunc]

You met the ultimate requirement of this job; you made it home safely to your family.

[BNWS]

Robb Im glad your Ok an d I"m sure you did everything right. but I would refrain from posting the details of this until the legal issues have run their course. Since you said he might not make it , its not quite done. IF there is litigation, it takes years.

[Cannady]

Take this post down post-haste. Civil litigation sucks and takes a long time and can be brought for a few more years at the minimum. I am glad you're alright and you've got quite the story for the memoirs.

[just joe]

This post needs to disappear.

[allen_gamble]

There is a definite need to debrief after a critical incident. Soldiers have been debriefing after battles since ancient times. *

Unfortunately, the internet is just not the place for it. You DO need to talk about the incident though. Talk to your shiftmates, maybe even a supervisor.

My dept has a peer support group comprised of officers who have been in critical incidents. It's completely volunteer, and these guys get paged out in the middle of the night to come support a fellow officer. If your department doesn't have a peer support group, YOU should start one now that you've had this experience.

*Taken from Lt. Col. Grossman's On Combat.

[BNWS]

Here is a good example. Many media outlets are calling for the arrest of the cops. Big story here news people going to the cops house.


http://nypost.com/2014/07/19/man-in-...amage-autopsy/

[CrazyHorse88]

Yeah I saw that. It is funny how people think that we intentionally plan to kill people when we try to gain physical control. Now the marches have started.

[BoyWithStick]

Why don't you see if the admins can take this post down altogether. And then also deactivate your account and make a new one. Call me paranoid. Don't trust people.